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Survivor Memoirs
Written by survivors of SRA, mind control and/or organised abuse.
Each one represents great courage and achievement and deserves to be preserved and cherished.
Warning to survivors: reading these without support may be dangerously triggering.
Wendy Hoffman
Written by a survivor of mind control and ritual abuse who is also a therapist, this memoir exposes the existence and practices of organized criminal groups who abuse children, helps survivors of those abuses, and provides important information for professionals about the dissociative brain.
This book shines the spotlight on the hidden works of darkness silently permeating the very fabric of our society, from Masonic Lodges to the Vatican. This compelling true story will provoke you to ask the questions you were afraid to ask and to venture beyond your denial.
Carol Rutz
Contains historical context from CIA declassified documents through freedom of information act.
"A Nation Betrayed" documents Carol Rutz' incredible journey from mind control victim to freedom. Her personal experience provides clear evidence of deeply hidden agendas within a shadow government. Using electroshock, drugs, hypnosis, sensory deprivation and insidious trauma, the CIA conducted Mind Control Experiments on children in the government's attempt to create a Manchurian Candidate.
Valerie Wolf
A social worker and therapist in the New Orleans area who treats survivors of severe trauma and mind control. She also gave testimony at the Presidential Advisory Committee on Human Radiation Experiments in Washington in 1995.
Dr. Juliette Engel
SPARKY is the memoir of a girl-child born into a family of intelligence operatives. In 1955 at the age of six, she was sold by her father into the CIA’s secret Monarch program.
Svali
Written by a former cult programmer who escaped from the Illuminati cult in 1995. Svali managed to deprogram herself thanks both to her former expertise as a trainer/programmer in the cult, and to the capable help of caring therapists.
Elise E.
Depicts the “programmed twilight zone” that survivors and professionals alike run into, ready or not, in programmed and satanic ritual abuse (SRA) victims.
Daniel Ryder
The first comprehensive recovery book to address the issues surrounding satanic cult ritual abuse--what it is, what the signs are, how to recover from it, and what is being done to combat this growing problem.
An Australian experience of ritual abuse and military mind control.
Chantal Frei
Documents a harrowing personal journey through a clandestine system of organized trauma. Frei, raised within a family that presented a religious façade, exposes the existence of a hidden world governed by systematic ritual abuse, psychological conditioning, and elite protection.
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The Courage to Heal is an inspiring, comprehensive guide that offers hope and a map of the healing journey to every woman who was sexually abused as a child—and to those who care about her. Although the effects of child sexual abuse are long-term and severe, healing is possible.
Follow Lisa as she works through her past to come to grips with her present. This memoir comprehensively documents her process of recovery and healing from Satanic Ritual Abuse.
Anne Davis
A story of deliverance from Satanic Ritual Abuse and her journey to freedom. When Anne was just three years old, her mother and stepfather began to physically, sexually and mentally abuse her—in the name of Satan. Until she ran away from home at 17, her parents and other cult members subjected her to satanic ritual abuse, a criminally inhumane and bizarre form of devil worship.
David Shurter
Rich and well-connected members of Omaha’s elite carried out unspeakable acts of abuse and even murder on innocent children. Shurter was one of those sexually abused survivors forever scarred by the horrible rites performed on him by his own parents and other followers of Satan.
C.J. Schaeffer
Drawn from a lifetime of journals and personal records, Schaeffer tells her story to offer hope to anyone that has known the destructive impact of childhood trauma, Satanic Ritual Abuse, and Dissociative Identity Disorder.
Sarah Canton
Sarah's memories of Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA) returned to her when she was over 40 and how she found healing in her life. Her first memories were of her father committing incest with her when she was a child. She received the jolt of her life when she remembered her father had murdered a little girl. Then she had her first intimations of SRA.
IIn this powerful memoir, the author courageously reveals the trauma of satanic ritual abuse at the hands of a hidden cult. She recounts her journey through years of abuse, slowly reclaiming the shattered pieces of her identity. This story is one of survival, healing, and transformation. It is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit.
Nathan Reynolds
​True story of Nathan Reynolds quest to discover answers to his mysterious double life. Born in between the world of the living and the land of the dead, Nathan hunted for vengeance, hope and healing until the day he chose to tell the woman he loved that the man she married was not what he seemed to be. For buried in the past of his other life were secrets of bloodshed, torment and murder.