Writer Jen If has been published in the following literary magazines where you can read her poems
(all links open in new tab and come with a trigger warning for violence)
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Streetcake Experimental Writing Magazine
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Jen If is a survivor of SRA and was smuggled out of the UK and into a programme of organised abuse. Her memories match descriptions of the MKUltra sub-project, Monarch. She didn't fully escape until around the age of twenty-six. ​​
Writer Jen If
​As a very small child, Jen If was taken abroad for months or years at a time where she and many other children experienced extreme physical and mental torture that included drugs, hypnosis and sexual exploitation. She was repeatedly bought, sold and exploited into adulthood. To learn about mind control on naïve subjects and read declassified American government documents about MKUltra explore here.
Poetry is the way Jen If connects and explores her emotions to achieve healing. She has a Bachelors degree in English Literature and a Masters in Creative Writing. All her writing comes with a trigger warning for violence.
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Listen to Jen If reading her poem, An iPod of Songs,
first published on Spillwords in May 23
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