The memoir that reads like a novel.
Unique among SRA survivors, Jen wrote to manage her flashbacks. This incredible story is written first person present tense - has been described as 'modern horror' - and enables the reader to experience the extremes of what it's like to grow up in projects under MK Ultra.

BRAND NEW MEMOIR

from survivor Jen If

Memoir of lived experience

a psychic child growing up with

ritual abuse, mind control and organised abuse

on an international scale

under MK Ultra

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'It will mean a huge amount to other survivors, and will help educate the wider world
including policy makers to the nature and extent of child trafficking, a topic many people shy away from
but desperately needs to be acknowledged'